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I sit here alone in the guest room. My sister's sleeping and my parents went out somewhere. I'm a bit irritated at the things that had been happening. Okay, I lied to my mother about where I went last saturday and said I was on the fashion show with my best friend, Mikey and his girlfriend, Cybele. Bad idea. My mom saw Mikey in Rockwell awhile ago and when she asked Mikey about the fashion show and my bestfriend was speechless. So does this mean anoter falling out ? Does this mean that upon leaving the house tomorrow, will she ostracize me again?I'm getting tired of this. No, really. I mean, my sister is going out with a guy who's older than him, to the dismay of my parents ( they don't know). The guy's name is Niles and my sister seems to get away with all these elaborate lies about him. As for me, I may be the guy who might not get a fake ID if I were still a minor that's eager to get inside a 21-above club gig. I'm a bad liar and I guess this is the start of me being blueberry boy. I'm talking about this article I read about on Venus Zine about a Washington D.C. kids' show called Pancake Mountain, which features music from bands such as Ted Leo & The Pharmacists and The Evens to name a few. The character of Blueberry Boy, acccording to Venus Zine, "stresses individuality by not caring that everyone calls him names for loving blueberries so much his face turns blue". Yeah, I guess from now on, I'll start having some more self opinion . And someday I'll be a rocknroll genius and transcend the borders of what a rock gig or a rock fan usually is. I'll have my own kids' show and perhaps we'll see what rock n roill should be. Not all musicians are worth the time. You rarely see the Sleater-Kinneys,The Ian Mackayes, and The Eddie Vedders. You know, musical geniuses who seem to have a life-as-art perspective and is cool offstage as well as onstage. Anyway, I guess this is all I have to say. Bona Serra